As i sit here,

i listen to the screeching of the wild green parrots outside...

i feel the warm breeze caress my cheek with the scent of seaside and fruit...

i taste the lingering flavour of strawberries, which are at season's peak here in Florida..



and i think fondly back to my meeting today with an official at the Art Institute, who basically said "you're in"...



and despite all of this...



something inside me is uncomfortable.....

something just doesn't feel right...



i think back to when i shared those words with the one person i crave right now :



"you know, i could have everything i ever wanted, and i still wouldn't be happy if i were without you"



i knew those words were true, but when i said them, i never thought i would have to experience this kind of melancholy...



my life is finally coming together, it seems...

but everyday my thoughts go back to the same thing...

every night i lay awake, missing him, wishing he was there next to me.



I am happy with my life right now.

The problem isn't that I'm not happy....



Life's no fun when you have no one to share it with...and i don't want anyone but him.