It figures...

I know it's a bad idea, I KNOW it's only going to make me feel WORSE...

but still, i can't help myself from looking at all those old pictures...

The wedding ones are the worst.



It didn't take more than 3 seconds.

1...click on the link and glance over the captions

2...feel a bubbly warmth inside my soul

3...realize I'm alone and my finger is naked and feel an excruciating emptyness overwhelm me.





I'm trying to make it right.

I feel as if I'm rotting, eroding away, I'm surprised this pain doesn't kill me!

But that's just inside.

Outside, I'm a responsible and aspiring young woman with all her dreams in sight.

Well, all but one...

I know it will take time but impatient is putting it nicely..

Quoting a friend of mine : "Time sure does take it's time"



And yet I wonder....

(although i'm emmbarrassed to say, even on this post)

I yearn to know...



...how he feels.